myfallingbomb

thats right

2004-06-06T03:26:29Z

Yea thats right bitches, Im climbing the corporate ladder. Promoted. Id like to introduce you to your newest memeber of the kings island picnic grove foreman staff.. John Sidney Rolfe Bird. Yea bitches, you can find me with the crew leader bar and the white shirts (a light blue on weekends). Don't get it twisted bitch.

updatation

2004-05-31T04:06:15Z

So far Summer has been not so cool.

Thursday after school was pretty fun. So was the rest of the night. It was real fun actually.
Friday I forget what I did but it probably sucked.
Saturday I worked all day then came home and went to Carolyns for a little but it was shitty.
Today I worked for like 2 hours and then walked around Kings Island. Why do some people not just kill themselves? ewwy. Then I came home and watched Menace to Society. Pretty bad. Then I ate. And went to Carolyns. Then to Bens. Then Ben went pukey and I left.
Now Im here and shortly will begin to redo Emily/Mollys journal, because IM a beast.
Summer will get better.

question

2004-05-23T23:34:17Z

My supervisor (Roddrick) asked me a, as he so eliquently put it, "rather question."
So now I will ask you, and you, hopefully, will answer.
Would you rather watch your parents have sex, or have your parents watch you have sex?

trigger finger itch the spark

2004-05-23T01:58:44Z

any conversation?

Hello all,

Its Saturday and exams already suck. SIKEY NAH people who are too cool for John suck. Atleast me and emmy white can party. If Hannah came home itd be tight. REUNION. what? WHAT?
So today I went to work. Im pretty much becoming a CLIT. Gettin some killer training next weekend. fun times fun times fun times fun times fun times.
I hope this summer tries not to suck too much.
Notice my colors dont match on my layout. Because Im a fag it bothers me. Oh well.
lucas dillingham (9:56:20 PM): being online on saturday night is so booty
So true.

the first encounter

2004-05-18T00:48:39Z

Today I saw my first cidada of the great cicada take over. I burned it and fed it to my dog.

In other news...... nobody really likes you, just die.

yea...

2004-05-17T01:21:19Z

Man, Mr. Filio just called, I wonder what about. Fuck.

Ive been workin mass, which is good and bad. Emilys back, which is tight.

I always seem to want to do everything, I have so many interests, photography, skating, guitar, wanting to start a band, wanting turntables, wanting to do an art show. Theres mroe but I dont feel like going on. It seems like I have so many itnerests that I cant do anything. That didnt make sense. Sometimes it seems like who I am doesnt refelct what Im ... about..... (for lack of better words). It seems my interests and personality conflict and makes it hard for me to be me. None of this really makes sense and Im not completely sure what Im trying to say. So maybe I should just stop? OK.

It seems like your always suppose to finish strong, and i always just give up.

a devistating end

2004-05-07T23:03:29Z

So I will finish tellin the story of my parents trip through the point of view of myself.

DAY ONE (cont):
Molly came over eventually and we chilled for t he rest of the evening.

Day TWO:
woke up with molly and went to school. AFter school I went to the hardware with preston then i cam ehome and got picked up by carolyn, and suzanna, and julie, and ben too. We went to taco bell and smoked pot. Then we went to ault park and dropped off suzanna and julie. We picked up natalie and returned to carolyns. We smoked more and more marijuana. I came home and..... smoked more. Eventually I fell asleep.

DAY THREE:
I woke up this morning and went to school. I was excited fo r the night hoping I would go out. After arriving home i decided it was best not to risk gettin caught and was going to just have molly come over and spend the night. So as I awaited sean to arrive at stephens, I received a call from the fam fam tellin me they would be arriving home tonight. This shattered my entire being and im now gonna go kill myself.

dental damn

2004-05-05T19:32:15Z

So, I've decided to let everyone know how my time home alone is spent, so i will update this everytime something cool/terrible happens.

Day ONE:

I arrived home to find my neighbor outside, which completely has already ruined the plan. I am awaiting his departure into the house so that Molly may slyly pass by him and enter the Bird mansion.

Also when I arrived home I found this note:
"I love you- set the time on my alarm clock for 6 if you want to use it, Call Em's cell if you need us Thurs, Fri or Saturday. We will call with our number tonight, I trust you- just think (underlined)- if anything weird happens like STeven (spelled wrong) hears we aren't here and tries to hang out or declare a party just lie (underlined) say if you don't show up at Damita's house at a certain time she will come over then tell (underlined) Damita. Don't let some half baked kid mess this up for you. Jake says he'll give you lots of love and support.
Love Mom"

My mom forever hates stemo. Much love stemo.
And I will be the only half (or fully) baked kid who screws this one up. Except true players dont get caught, there fore, I wont.

Till next time bitches.

hmm

2004-05-02T23:49:45Z

Well, as someone informed me, I have been slacking. Id like to appologize cuz I realize how many people live their life by my journal. So to those many people, Im sorry.

So Ive been working and goin to school and thats it other than an occasional pick up by molly. Last night me and ben recorded a song, its live as fuck, but not done. Its amazing who you see at kings island. I see so many people who ive known it kinda freaks me out, is there really no place other for people to work? Sex ed is pretty cool. I wanna start a band, I miss it.

kevin, the pronunciation is more AAWWWLLLLL the bitches. but your gettin there tiger.

hmm

2004-04-22T01:18:40Z

Today I got outbidded in the PBS Auction on tv by someone on a quarter called the "ressurection quarter" taht had a picture of jesus carrying a cross.

In other news... VARGAS GIRL is the best band ever

myfallingbomb @ 2004-04-17T19:52:00

2004-04-18T00:00:26Z

Remember when I said being grounded wasnt too bad? I lied. It really fuckin sucks right now. Im so sick of doing nothin but going to bens house. Except for last night when I drove around. Its so fuckin lame. Im in such a bad mood. Its only like 8. I have like 5 hours of monotomous (which i cant even spell) nothingness until I can even dream of going go sleep. this. fucking. sucks. I was reading Hannahs journal and she had an entry about 15 year old life (which she got from someone else but whatever) And although Im 16, it was so true. I miss the days when all I did was skate with Erik and go to the mall with him and Preston or sit at carolyns. There were no worries or troubles. No curfews, No cars, No girls, No weed, No grounded. I have the worst parents ever. I dont know anyones parents who are shittier than mine. This has cut away 3 minutes of the shitty time ill have tonight. I guess ill shut he fuck up. But first a recap. Yesterday sucked. Today sucked. Tomorrow wil suck. Last week sucked. Next week will suck. Work sucks. Parents suck. Cool paretns suck. Drugs suck. Writing long boring entries that nobody wants to read but people will post saying "aww feel better" really fuckin sucks. I fuckin suck.

promo

2004-04-15T01:05:07Z

Whats up kids. Today I went to school, then I came home. Then I went to Bens. Then I went to hyde park square with carolyn and suzanna. Then Molly picked me and ben up there. And we went to her hot ass sisters. Then to the mall with young alex. Then we came home. And skated. I find it humerous that mrs leichty thought i was high when i wasnt anymore. And Im high there like everyday and shes never said shit.

Bein grounded isnt half bad as it use to be. Thats cool I guess. But it still sucks mass.

Mr Mersch showed us a video that was kinda pro ecstacy. I was like what the fuck Mersch. I gave him a cigarette pencil too. Mollys mom gave it to me (whatsa with that).

Today me and Rachel tried to have best friends day. But nobody noticed that we were dressed alike. We were depressed.

L8r G8r

not much dood

2004-04-11T04:10:04Z

I havent updated in a while. As you can see I have redone my journal layout yet again. Why is my journal always themed. Weird.

Work has begun but Im so in debt that I still have no money. Being grounded sucks but I guess its been ok for grounded.... get it?

I met Talib Kweli.

I planned on writtin a long entry, but then I had nothing to say.

im cool

2004-03-31T00:13:58Z

i forgot how much i loved glassjaw..... so i made them the background on my livejournal

werd

2004-03-25T01:40:21Z

Ben's 9 year old cousin has dreams about sex.

In other news....... Ill spank Kevin Mcgurgen whenever the fuck I want.

your mom

2004-03-24T01:02:29Z

So well kick this off with a little story.

BACKGROUND: Sunday me and Ben were watching games and talking about our respected NCAA bracket pools. Ben spoke of his families.
ME: "So how much money does the winner win?"
BEN: "Huh?"
ME: "If you win, what do you get?"
BEN: "Oh, everyone in the family has to buy you graeters ice cream"

CUTE

Last weekend was quite a bit of fun. I dont really feel like getting into it though cuz Im too lazy.

This week is going very slow and Im not very appreciative of that seeing that Saturday I have training so that cuts away at my cool time. But money is always good.

Emily White and Hannah Smith have been declared the most awesomest people alive as of..... we'll round it to right now.

totally bored dood

2004-03-19T01:07:56Z

I did part of my History homeowrk and I think thats pretty fuckin good myself. This week went really fast. I dont remember when I last updated. Tuesday I went downtown and took pictures and went to teh CAC and hung out with Molly and Miles and Emily. I had a lot of fun. My pictures came out real good. My background is one of them. The print looks better htough. The exhibit was really tight. I encourage you all to go. I wanna go again. That OGT was really lame. The rest of the weed was not worht talking about.

I hope this weekend doesnt suck a bunch of ass.

I hate how my parents are like cool one minute and the next minute their like were gonna need to talk to some parents John. Sometimes I forget im only 12. Oh wait Im not. I dunno why it matters cuz even if they do talk to someones parents Im not with that person and I still get away with it, but it still pisses me off.

Oh well.

My mom was like Im gonna show you how to make jewish smores tongiht John. (were not jewish). I said "why? who would wnat smore Jews" hahahahah get it. I think its hilarious. She got mad. But I reassured her that i woulda said it no matter what kind of race of smores th ey were. What the fuck are Jewish smores?

my fuckin journal

2004-03-18T02:21:10Z

Im pissed cuz I cant post my pictures.... well I can but ive been tryin for an hour and a half so i quit. So I put on of them on my journal except you can only see half of it but I dont even feel like changing it. Oh well. My pictures came out tight.

Pictures

2004-03-18T01:43:05Z

I FUCKIN QUIT FUCK PICTURES

weekend

2004-03-14T16:12:42Z

This week went really fast and that was super tight. My new grasshoppers got in on Thursday which was aweosme. Friday was the two on two tournament. After murdering miles and SEan me and Aaron took a loss to max and peter to end our run. It was still fun. Then I went to Lukes which sucked. I hope it never sucks again. That night was a fun one though (after the "party"). Saturday owned me. We went downtown and went to the demo at CAC. It was really tight. At the time I was really bored with it but now that I think about it it was really tight. When we tried to skate we were harrassed by the saem cop three tiems that we couldnt even skate on the sidewalks. What a jerk. Then we went to Clifton and skated and chilled and then went to Bogarts where PDG got third. Sorry boys. Then I came home and slept real good.

I feel as if I would enjoy elaborating on the demo (which will bore you) but im stoked on skateboarding so screw you. Danny Supa (Dupa) kickflipped the big car gap and then frontside flipped it (or was it backside, i dont remember) it was tight. Gary Colllins didnt do anything exciting but hes still a dawg. Josh Harmony 50-50 the rail and it got me pumped. The tightest was when Kokamo just walked in and beasted on everyone. What a dawg. The local skaters were better. Then we went skated.

It sucks that we gotta go to school tomorrow. I dont really wanna go. At all. I had such a fun weekend it should just last forever. That was gay.

oh yes

2004-03-09T02:08:59Z

I just wrote a paper for latin about roman siege weapons. How awesome is that.

Lets see this weekend..... Friday I did a lot of nothing but smoked cigarettes feeling shitty and watched igby goes down, which was really good. Saturday I sat around and then went to Big Pappys. It was fun. My sister picked me up and I hung out with her and Dan for a while. Sunday I made some prints, fixed my skateboard, and did laundry.

My life is not cool.

I want money so I can buy and iPod so then I can carry it around and always listen to music. Thatd be pretty cool I think.

I wanna skate. Too bad its cold again and Bens out of town.

Three day weekend or something like that comin up. I hope it doesnt suck too much. Cuz if it didnt itd be pretty fun.

It seems like people always have to do things so that everyone else doesnt get pissed off. Thats lame. Shouldnt people be able to do whats best for them, within boundaries ofcourse.

I havent listened to Strike Anywhere in a long time. Then I found myself playing "chalkline" today. And now I cant stop listening to them.

so bored

2004-03-02T02:19:25Z

Man, I am bored. I really should be workin on any of the three large projects i have do in the upcoming weeks/today. But ...... Id rather not.

I skated downtown Saturday with Ben and Luke. It was a lot of fun. We met a nice man named Krendal who told us that Tony Hawk is a pussy. He seemed like a nice guy. Me and Ben went to St. Bernard Friday. Skating is fun. Im not sucking as much as when the weather first got nice. Too bad I fuckin broke my kingpin after i left Mollys house. I was fuckin waitin at the bus stop and just ollied and it snapped. I was so pissed.

Emily gets home Thursday.... thats pretty tight ehh?...... Yea it is. Its gonna be kinda cool when she transfers close to home.

I want work to start up soon cuz I need some dough man. I am broke as fuck. Plus work is pretty fun and I enjoy it. I better get promoted.

I wanna make a rap cd.

Now this is boring me.

baked snack crackers

2004-03-01T20:25:22Z

Goldfish with smiles suck because it makes them skinny and not as good as when theyre thick and crunchy.

no picture

2004-02-29T17:28:37Z

Theres no picture because the not cool loser who runs the site that the picture is from has exceeded his bandwhitch limit....... there for cannot support my picture.

question

2004-02-29T03:39:44Z

Is my computer not properly functioning or is there no background picture?